Helloo everyone!! sorry been off for a while, had lots of christmas shopping etc to do!! :)
So this time last year i was at my lowest weight, depressed and very close to losing everything i loved. All i can say is what a difference a year makes!! Now all the elements of my life that were falling apart have been glued back together...WITH FOOD :P
I think it was this time last year i realised i really really had a problem, i mean i knew a while before but my determination blinded me..but it was last december i was so underweight it was very difficult to get out of bed, and life simply had no meaning other than controlling my calorie intake....which is incredibly depressing.
Christmas saved me last year...
...because i realised that food is not only essential, it brings familys together and encourages us all to see that the people we love are whats important, and if your worrying about those pigs in blankets and the roasted potatos..then your missing it. I remember eating quite well (for me at the time) that christmas, my belly was the fullest it had been in months and i finally felt a pang of happiness,, i think that was the mental point when my recovery wanted to start,, but my real recovery started in january...anneversiary coming up :D so excited!!
If anyone has any suggestions on what celebration cake i should make (yes im going to bake my cake and eat it) then let me know your ideas!! thanks love you lot!! xxxx
