MY CHALLENGE!!

 I admit i didnt just struggle with anorexia, i did binge a few times, and used exercise as a way of dealing with my binges. :-/ so i think with the whole binging history, it can be even more difficult to recover. SOOO i set myself a challenge....i bought a full pack of cadburys roses - yes i mean the big one! So my challenge was to see if i have overcome my restrictive behaviour AND my binging behaviour - hard to measure but how do you think i did?
Okay, good thing no.1 - i opened the box and for the first time in a while felt relaxed around chocolate.
Good thing no.2 - i carefully looked on the back and THOUGHT about it, instead of grabbing them all and shoving them in my mouth.
Good thing no.3 - i chose the one i actually wanted, since i didn't intend to have them all!
Good thing no.4 - chose wisely ;) haha (a big purple one with caramel and a hazelnut cased inside) yum!
Good thing no.5 - i ate 6 WHOLE CHOCOLATES :D felt a bit sick afterwards to be honest aha - but enjoyed my new found freedom all the same :)
Are you ready to take a challenge?.....