Always feeling Angry...(poem)

I first felt angry because i felt too fat.
I felt angry because i felt i couldn't lose weight.
I felt angry because i couldn't resist.
Then, I felt angry because i never ate.

I felt angry because no one understood.
I felt angry because no matter how little i ate i never looked or felt any good.

I felt angry because i looked too thin, couldn't fit into clothes...
couldn't let anyone in.

I felt angry all the time.
Then i ate...then i felt fine.

Random short poem i made, i realised today that i was so angry because no matter what, with anoreixa i never actually achieved anything worth achieving. Once you have lost all the weight, whats left? Nothing. That's the scary thing...